i feel like im in a marriage.. where we just want to escape each other.. but the thing is.. we're married? so divorce just doesnt seem right .. and because we're married.. we're trying to make an effort to get along.. but.. we arent really? and because we're married.. we wont let the other cheat on the other... sigh........what oh what did i get myself into.. our names our difinitely carved into a circle this time.. we run the opposite sides only to crash back into each other unable to escape the whole force of it all =S
anyway abt the marriage thing.. im just saying hypothetically.... "=_=
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
7:57 PM
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We need each other. Yet we refuse to accept the reality of it. We want each other. Yet we choose to think that we dont. We want to escape. To be free and rid of this God forsaken relationship. Yet God binds us in his invinsible string.
Stuck in a relationship where love barely exist. Struggling and fighting. Are we in love? Are we not? Unable to see the truth. Unable to accept the facts. I am me. He is him.
Binded so tightly. 2 becomes 1. Without each other. We are incomplete. Half and half. An empty void. Lost within our hearts. Yet the flame of our hearts continue to dim. Even with each other. We are half and half. Never Complete.
Unable to handle God's given gift. We are so incompatible. Yet so strangely alike. Like magnets we seem. Same from the outside. But different inside. Yet with characters exactly alike. An unbreakable force. We continue to fight. Knowing the outcome. Of how we will always be 1.
What outsiders don't see. Don't continue to ignite. The flame's of our torments. His friends seem to bring. How do they call themselves friends? I wonder all night. For all they do. Is continue to make us fight. Making our hearts shallow. Leaking it's love. Forcing us into an empty circle. He is half. I am half. Without each other. Neither is complete.
Face it you asses. No matter how hard you try. We can't be seperated. For seperation will only be temporary. So why don't you try. Try to understand. Some things just can't make amends. Leave us in peace. Im sick of your games. I'm sick of this emptyness. That even i cannot deny.
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
10:04 AM
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i wonder whats the point of making others suffer from your own problems.. n furthurmore.. making up fucked up lies and getting others into even more trouble??? SMIRKS..
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
1:02 AM
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me: *sprawled on sofa watching tv*
him: *just comes home from work* AHHHHHHH!!!! the best thing for a husband when he comes back from work is to see his wife lying there waiting to give him hugs and kisses =)
sweet isnt it?? lol.. 2 bad it happenes once every gawd noes how long ... anyyyhoooww.. im off to macau n hong kong with my baby n his family ^_^ at least IF NOTHING HAPPENS ALL OF A SUDDEN IN THE MIDDLE AGAIN.. like the last time we were suppose to go to japan "=_= .. so pray fer me people.. kakaka..
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
9:04 PM
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