hmmm.. dued to some stuff and my extreme lazyness for keeping 2 blogs.. i have decided to make my other blog public..
so here's the add
www.obs3ssionsz.blogspot.com
it's actually nearly the same.. just that sometimes it had more post.. anyway i shall be only blogging there from now on.. so feel free to change your links ^-^
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
4:59 PM
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i am veyr upset T_T i finally finalllyy finished reading the wind up bird... and i am as confused as ever. who are all these random characters. why are they there. why is this so. why cant i understand this story!! why?!?!! WHYY?!?!
i wanted to sleep but i couldnt because all this questions started popping up in my head and i got more n more agitated and my brain just wouldnt stop thinking!!! >=(
so i went online and searched to no avail.. except..
CURSE YOU DAMN PUBLISHERS!!!
the damn reason there was so many loop holes was because...
the friggin publishers made a limit to the pages or some crap like that..
under some rubbish rule...
AND HENCE...
the translater had to CUT OFF A FEW BLOODY CHAPTERS...
LIKE WTH.. FEW CHAPTERS MAN....
YOU THINK WAD HAH...
NOW LEAVE POOR PEOPLE LIKE ME CLUELESS...
WANT ME TO GO LEARN JAPANESE AND READ THE ORIGINAL BOOK IS IT??
HAH HAH HAH?!?
I AM SO INFURIATED RIGHT NOW.. AND MY BRAIN STILL WONT STOP THINKING ABOUT ALL THOSE DAMN LOOP HOLES!!!
>=( WILL SOMEONE PLEASE FILL ME IN .. K THX BYE
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
11:18 PM
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today my bro decides to be a prat "=_=
i wonder why cant this people realise that constantly telling me what to do wont make me do that...
very bad meh my results now.. so i failed a subject and i got 3 B's and a C... but not bad wad for someone who picked up the book few hours before the exam T_T... sigh...
in quite an annoyed and pissy mood now...
pfft...
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
9:06 PM
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because i got tagged my wonderful wong
Do you have any friends of the opposite sex :
Yeah. More than that of the same sex "=_=
Are you in a relationship :
Seriously? Im not very sure
Who was the last person you dated :
Ian
What is the best quality :
Of WHat? @_@
Have you ever been cheated on :
Almost. Countless times.
Have you ever cheated on someone :
I wish i had. Because my loyalty hurts.
When was your first serious relationship :
When i was 13.
Who with :
Woon Huey
Have you ever had friends with benefits :
Sure i do ;p
What makes the opposite sex attractive :
His smile.
Do you have a crush :
Not that im aware of
Do you dream about your crush :
Got also i wont realise
Is there someone you want to kiss :
Yeah. Like right now in fact T_T
Have you ever kept a crush super secret :
Sadly, no u_u
Have you ever done something you regret :
Many a times
Have you ever hurt someone :
Unfortunately yes
Has someone ever hurt you:
Countless times.
Do you care about money :
Depends
Were you ever with someone completely opposite of you :
completely i guess not. but ian is quite the opposite.
Do you miss someone :
Very much
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex :
His smile
Have you ever had a crush on someone that was in a relationship :
Yeah T_T
Have you ever kissed a stranger :
Nope
What would be your perfect date :
Just the both of us. Holding hands under the stars and just cuddling.
Do you prefer holding hands or making out :
Depends really.
What's the best physical attribute :
SMILE LOR
Lost someone :
In what sense?
How do you feel about long distance relationships :
No confidence in it.
Do you want them to be smart :
I dont mind. Too smart also not good u_u later cheat on me. tsk tsk tsk.
Last one of the opposite sex you talked to :
Soon Yuen
How many people have you dated since January :
1
Do you care if they share your religion :
No "=_= im like multi religion ;p hahahaha
Have you ever said I love you and meant it :
Always =)
Do you believe in love at first sight :
Yeah
Do you think internet relationships can really work :
Er. internet relationship like how leh
When was the last time you slow danced :
...Friday... T_T
Does anyone have a crush on you :
Im not sure
Do you want to get married? :
Yeah =)
Have you ever stalked someone :
Depends how you would consider stalking u_u
Has someone ever stalked you :
YAH LIKE that day hor! i receive a pic of myself like taken behind some trees in a while envelope. LIKE SO WTF HOR
Have you ever done the love calculator :
Yah
Would you ever kiss someone in front of your parents :
Yeah
Have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex :
No where to skinny dip orh T_T
Have you ever slept in the same bed as the opposite sex :
Yupz
Do you bite when you kiss :
Sometimes
Would you date someone from another state :
Not really
Would you be with someone with glasses :
Sure
Have you kissed someone in a restaurant :
Yupz
Do you care if they drink :
If he knows when to stop den nope
Do you care if they smoke :
YES VERY MUCH
Have you ever been called a tease :
Yeah
Have you ever cried over someone who you were just "talking" with :
Quotes WOnderful "Er. What's with the inverted commas? "
Have you ever liked someone from a different country :
Yes @_@
Would you play with their hair :
Whos hair?
Would you do anything for the person you like :
Depends what it is
Do you miss a past relationship :
Very much
What's really important to have in a relationship :
Genuine Love and US
Do you like getting massages :
Not really
Do you like to cuddle :
Very much
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
10:26 PM
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a lot of things have been annoying the heck out of me lately.
most of the time im either annoyed moody or highly irritated.
and my maid annoys the shit out of me as well.
i wonder what's with my random mood swings.
in addition to my extremely crap mood, i have this urge to cry my eyes out. over what? im not even bloody sure.
a lot of things have been happening over the past week and everything just seems to come together all in 1 shot. honestly speaking, i really dont think i can handle it all.
over the past month or so, my hate list has also slowly but surely increased in size mainly consisting of ian's friends. lately.. ive been pushing myself furthur into the corner of the room avoiding human contact as much as i possibly can. i just don't feel like dealing with people right now. it stresses me out even more.
it's funny how the 1 person i do want to be with is no longer mine AGAIN. this time because of his so called friend who will be there for him for life which is funny really because he wont even be in malaysia next year.
WHICH IS FUNNIER STILL.. that he only started sticking so closely to ian after he fought with another guy OVER A GIRL he couldn't get.. which clearly would not have happened if they didn't bloody get annoyed with him for looking for me "=_= .. like so wth right.
and this influence of said friend has made ian become more of the ian he doesnt want to be. in my 2 and a half years with ian. ive never seen him get annoyed at his grandmother before. he had always put his family no 1 no matter what and he cared a great deal for his grandparents. but lately, he doesnt even want to eat with his dad. he doesnt even want to go see his grandparents. he doesn't even give a shit abt things that are happening in his family.
even using the money of his grandmother. i don't know. me a person who never really mixed well with my family feels pretty disgusted at this fact. said friend even made him lose like 1k of his grandmother's money =)
but ian still treats him like a god anyways. why. because hes just so naive and easily tricked. it's funny really.
i guess that's life for you.
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
1:16 PM
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i thought you would have learnt your lesson by now...
i thought you would finally see and at least try to change..
you were losing money.. you were crying to me and promising me that you would stop after you won back what you lost and start doing better things...
but look where you are again..
just because you won. you think you're on top of the world
and instead of quitting.
you get other people in shit.
what goes around. comes around.
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
8:15 PM
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well.. last night was DISASTEROUS
i cried in MAISONS.. AGAIN.. it was loft.. but a bunch of ppl couldnt get in so we had to go to maisons instead.. and seriously.. i think maison's has something against me or something.. BAD KARMA.. i mean.. so many clubs only this club i end up crying every time i go.. like wth? damn retarded right.. soon the bouncers will know me as the girl who comes to clubs to cry
after that.. lots of retarded things happened.. FIGHTS.. AGAIN.. like wth.. why is it always ians friends who always end up in fights.. DMAN LUCKY NOTHING HAPPEN MAN.. mahai... if that wasnt bad enough.. everybody was too drunk to drive... wtf.. AND THEN.. some1 got so fucking drunk he fainted in the car .. ON MY HANDS... and all of a sudden PUKED ALL OVER MY HANDS.. and proceeded to faint.. AGAIN... LIKE WTF.. and all his friends didn't want to clean him up so i got that job T_T sighh..
lots more crap happened.. but its better if i just left them out... bleargh.. but.. it was a retarded night.. seriously retarded.. ive never had such a retarded night in my life @_@ blinks
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
4:40 PM
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oh my gosh! i found the cutest online game *0*
http://www.kingdomofloathing.com/
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
8:06 PM
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like wth..im really pissed off and annoyed right now...
like wth... just because you're in a bad mood doesn't mean you have a right to take it out on ure students.. LIKE SUPER WTH??
mother chow hai... MALAS TO TALK ABT IT LAR...
but i knew i never really did like him in the beginning anyway....
PFFT...
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
9:46 AM
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