..i don't know what is it with u.. why do u always do this to me? why am i writing this? i know u dont even bother reading my blog. u read everyone elses but mine. why. i dont know. maybe cause i mean nothing to u.
why is it you still want to hurt me even though we're not together? we're been single for nearly a month now. why can't you leave my heart alone to heal. why? why do u take a knife and slowly peel each layer by layer.. or stab into it each time the hole u created tries to heal.. why? why hurt me. havent u had enough? HAVENT I HAD ENOUGH?....
even now u tell me lies.. u give me empty promises.. and each time i repeat your words.. u deny it and start screaming and hurling insults at me..as if i were a dog.. or a toy.. u said i treat you like a dog.. but my dogs r happy dogs.. i wasnt aware a sad dog was given everything. taken care of by his owner when he's sick. given new toys every week. fed with good food. played with everyday. true. i put u in a cage when u arent around me. but why. isnt it because u constantly lie to me. u constantly cheat on me. isnt it because each time u look for them. u come back baring your teeth at me? ....
what about me. i am your dog too. except. i am neglected. ignored. taken out to play once in a while. when im not. and i act pityful and look for your attention. u take a stick. u scream at me. u hit me.. u leave me with nothing but tears. a broken heart. and an undying loneliness and sadness. why is it wrong for me to bare my teeth at your friends. who stand outside my cage. laughing at me. poking at me with that stick. and taking u away from me? those who make u take that stick and hit me.
maybe it's my fault. maybe it's cuz i forgive u every time. but what do u expect from me. i love you.
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
2:42 PM
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