[11:07:48 PM] » Kiñk¥ Piñk: [01:20:29 PM] * .: pillow :.* ???? = iris* has changed his/her personal message to IAn no more talking to me WE ARE NOT FRENS ANYMORE...thats what she wants. and thats what i INSIST
i was thinking abt us and i started browsing through the chat logs and my archives from the beginning.. its funny how things always turn out.. it's actually been well over 8 months... that this problem started.. hahaha.. kinda stupid isnt it.. the fact that we dragged this doomed relationship right till the end....
along this relationship..i learnt that things are just so fragile.. and even the slightest thing.. like a drop of oil in a pond could kill a bunch of living things.. just that single drop.. and a few die because of it.. life's strange in that sense i guess
just like how my relationship is.. my fairytale destroyed... gone.. or is it really still there.. except the ginny we all used to know no longer exist and she hides within herself.. afraid to try.. afraid to fight for what she wants.. and unable to hold on... that fiesty little girl that never gave up.. has finally gave it...
i never though i would change so much and i never thought that my used to be good friend good actually be such a poisonous thing to me.. i never expected.. but things just never turn out the way you expect them to..life...
what are we really in life? what is it we live for? what is our purpose. sometimes i just cant help but wonder.
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
4:37 PM
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