it's funny sometimes how even the slightest things can cause such a sudden surge of emotions. an image or maybe even a scent or a memory of the past. something so small yet strong enough to make a person cry in a matter of seconds..
i was perfectly fine today...went for a movie... fooled around in mc d's.. met an old friend even =) and he's grown into such a cutie too.. well..then again..he was always the boy all the girls were after even at the tender age of 10 u_u ....
went to sleep.. woke up and was in one of those i just don't want to be disturbed mood.. just the typical just woke up thing... forced to go to dinner.. went around with the usual lan c look.. u_u...
during dinner i just stared at the wall refusing to speak to anyone.. when suddenly a family sat on the table next to us... and there he was.........
a boy of about 10....sitting there.. grinning with his average hair and typical pair of specs...
and something in me just broke..i wanted to cry... i wanted to just drop on the floor and cry my eyes out...but i held it it.. i didn't really have a choice... answering to my family is never really an option...
he looked just like you... the same funny egg head i was so fond off.. the same hairstyle.. the same kind of specs.. and..the most painful thing... identical grins... i remember looking at your childhood pictures with you... giggling at each one because u look so nerdy back then.. and then you would smile sheepishly at me threatening me with that " YOU LAUGH.. you laugh summoh la! later you see what happen" and then you would later hug me to sleep or sometimes the other way round whispering the words "i love you" in my ears.. and i would break out into this HUGE smile and hold you even tighter or snuggled into your arms even more breathing in your scent until i fell asleep....
and i wish you were here with me........
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
9:17 PM
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