you know what?you know how i was blogging about how happy i was the past few days? well HOORAY.. today it has officially ended...
yesterday i slept at 6am ..so i din't go to school.. but my dad went into some mad scream fest and demanded i get up and change and he'll send me to school.. like wtf..i was literally dying.. I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE.. NOT SLEPT FOR MORE THAN 24 HOURS OKAY!! you know me la.. always need to sleep wan
so if the day didn't already start crappily.. i found out how retarded my friends really are.. IF YOU EVEN WANT TO CALL THEM FRIENDS?
which i must quote this statement when i said im going to bloody blog about how angry i am ..
" DONT!! keep it!! DONT DO THIS!!"
dont do what?
" DONT TELL THE WHOLE WORLD! keep it confidential!! DONT DO THIS TO THEM"
them who? do what
" DO THIS TO YOUR FRIENDS!!"
uh.. funny.. i don't think the word friend would even reach this level..at the beginning i thought they were just thinking about going to interact.. CONSIDERING THE OTHERs WERE GOING.. next year join interact la.. okay okay.. and thye would answer see 1st la..see how la...
BUT IT TURNS OUT.. THEY ALREADY ARE IN INTERACT.. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? if it was like a month or 2 months ago also not so bad.. IT WAS WAY OVER 6 MONTHS AGO.. with official letters and what nots.. and the best part is.. i didn't even know about this..
and in front of me..they still pretended like they were still thinking about it... like wtf...
and u know the funniest part is.. i wonder if all this started because i was friends with a certain someone most of you didn't like.. and still don't like...? because it was around feb this year that i noticed how differently you guys started to treat me...andthere was 1 thing you guys requested me to do that really pissed the fucking ass off me.. but then it was someone else's birthday.. so fine...
so someone accidentally invited her.. YOU PPL DIDNT WANT HER THERE... but it had nothing to do with me.. because i only found out AFTER HER.. and later onwards..most likely because you didnt want me to bring her along.. OR ..perhaps an even more entertaining reason *smirks* ..so what? you make me "uninvite her" like wtf... at that time..
AT THAT TIME.. she was my closest friend..and the bunch of you made me lie to her.. just because you guys didn't want her there...and what was i to do? say no? to the people i though had been my closest friends..?
what could a simple little lie do.. but you know what.. it hurt me.. it hurt me that i had to do that to someone close to me... for the sake of another person's dislike towards her??
i never believed in disliking people by their attitudes and the way they act.. AND I KNOW A BUNCH OF YOU ARE THINKIGN THATS NOT TRUE! YOU HATE A BUNCH OF PEOPLE!.. hello? if you must know.. just because im not fond of you does not mean i don't like you.. and as a matter of fact.. I DONT LIKE PEOPLE WHEN THEY DO THINGS THAT INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE...
so what if they are annoying at times...fake.. bitchy..they can be whatever they want to be.. as long as they don't mess around with things IN MY LIFE.. i will not dislike them.... PLEASE GET THAT THROUGH YOUR PUNY ASSED MINDS FOR A SECOND WILL YOU...
you bunch just on 1st glance..1st meet and alreay don't like and keep that same thinking throughout the rest of the time.. sometimes im so sick of it..
but no.... i have to face all of you anyway.. but you guys should be happy.. because im not exacty friends with that girl anymore.. but UNFORTUNATELY.. i had to find out about the whole interact thing NOW.....
and you guys have no idea how pissed off i am.. just put yourselves in my shoes for a minute .. huh? some of you might just break down and cry...
im really sick of this...
and to those who think they are innocent and had nothing to do with this post.. ignore it.. im not bloody sure who you are anymore.. so heck with it...
oh btw.. i dont hate you guys..im just really hurt and dissapointed that you guys would do this to me...
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
5:15 PM
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