ARGHHHH!!
im so effing pissed right now. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU? 1 minute ure like the nicest person on earth...MANJA EVEN... and the next... once you've gone out with your friends or they've called you. ure this phychotic mad man who beats the crap out of me and screams at me like i'm deaf at stupid things and denies everything at the end..
and the next you're telling me about how you miss your dream girl and want to fuck her.... =# YOU KNOW. I SERIOUSLY WANT TO TELL HER LOR... SO SHE KNOWS HOW BADLY YOU WANT HER... THAT YOU EVEN HAVE WET DREAMS OF HER ... opps.. my bad..
i know im a bitch.. but fuck you.. you made me who i am today...
oh.. the fuck you is not referring to his dream girl.. because i love her to bits =) it's referring to him....
like that day.. you called me in the morning just to wish me good luck for my exams? LIKE WTF? and now you're making me cry so i CAN FAIL MY EXAMS?? what exactly is it that you are trying to prove?? BECAUSE I REALLY WONDER...
you're so messed up and confused that you don't even know what the hell you're doing.. i said i was taking you to a blood test to check ure kidney and lungs because uve been vomitting blood and your nails are literally transparent and what do you tell me... cannot... my blood now got drugs. i took drugs that day. so i ask why? your answer dunno.. veyr stress and frust and confused. about what? dunno.. a lot of things...
do u know or do you not know? because sometimes. YOUR REASON IS EVEN.. because you don't care about me.. and you go out wid fugz or look for meow or whatever crap like that and that you want to be with me.. and the very next minute. FUCK OFF and you start your MENTAL and PHYSICAL ABUSE again..
ARGHHH.. im so sick of this.. but you know what.. since i've alreayd given up so much and EARLIRE ON YOU SAID YOU WANTED ME TO NEVER LEAVE YOU.. and SO NOW. I WILL. yeah i know im making myself suffer but so what. you get to go down with me because i suffer both ways. when im not with you.
you always find a way to destroy my relationship with any other guy.. so okay la.. with you without you also i die. better i die and let you die also. SO WE CAN DIE TOGETHER AS YOU HAD WISHED FOR IN THE BEGINNING... fucktard..
.:Baby Gin:. stepped on your garbage at
12:35 PM
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